Letting it Go

  Last night, I had a deep conversation with my friend, Senor Paco.  He and I were talking about some major issues that have been affecting my life.  Some of it was family and some of it was old hurt that I thought I had dealt with.  Well I guess I've partially dealt with it.
  Sometimes I ask myself, how should I deal with the hurt from the church, how can I move on from being defensive about everything?  These are serious things.  As of last night, I've been on a new thing and I've been on a new tangent. I'm getting my life back and I'm doing it so I can live, breathe, and be free.  I'm also to the point with dear old uncle, that I'm just gonna do as I've said and done before, "press ignore to the monkey."
  He and I recently got into it over some skinny jeans.  He told me that I looked like a woman and I simply said that I was an adult.  What's so bad about it is that one of my mentors was on the phone and he heard it.  He was very upset about what my uncle said.  I paid it no mind and went on about my business.  That happened on Monday.   It is now Thursday and my uncle still hasn't said two words to me all week.  Well that's his soul in hell, not mine.
  I just refuse to let anyone try and mold me after them. That's why I'm single. I'm working on me.  After many times being stood up, I've just decided to move the hell on and live and patiently wait.  I don'think I'm up for searching for a mate. I'm just gonna let that thing come to me.  I guess that's all I have to say,
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