Updates 2/19

  Hey Guys, I pray all is well with you all.  I realize that I have been quiet a good bit here at Musique's Poetry and that is so unlike me. You all know that I normally have a lot to say.

  Here lately, I haven't had much to say.  I dare say that I've lost myself in all the madness that has gone on in my life. Right now, I'm not feeling my best emotionally or mentally. I feel drained.  Here lately, I've thought about shutting this blog down.  I'm simply not feeling it right now.  I feel as if I'm lost in translation.  I simply don't know what to do.

  Granted I am blessed beyond measure with a new job and I'm no longer living with dear uncle, but I feel like something is missing.  I'm dating and I've ran across a great candidate, but I feel like there is more. There has got to be more than this. 

  For the last few months, I've been feeling a little Blah.  I am strongly considering therapy and getting counseling.  I feel that is what's best right now.  I have my super happy days and then other days I can be plain out mean and surly.  I've maintained a good front, but right now I feel like my walls are crashing in.

  I've been trying to make things happen with this blog, but I keep getting doors slammed in my face.  What am I to do?   I guess just step back and see what happens.

Musique